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Over a month and counting…

Yep, I’ve been a non-smoker for over a month. In that time, I’ve had one indiscretion, but other than that, I’m basically free from it. It’s difficult – I’m in that limbo zone where I don’t smoke, I don’t want to smoke, but for some reason my mind is convinced that I could/should have just one cigarette. And I actually think I could have one and it’d be OK. But that’s sort of not really the point.. the point is I don’t smoke anymore… so I shouldn’t “just have one”.

I have a horrible feeling that this phase is going to be a while to get over.

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  1. Sam Hastings said on March 24th, 2006 at 9:51 am:

    It’s been 2 weeks since I gave up and it’s been a lot easier than expected. For me it’s more of a social habit than a proper addiction. I very nearly smoked a cigarette at the pub last night but managed not to. Let’s hope we can keep this up…

  2. Matt said on March 24th, 2006 at 3:21 pm:

    Yeh, keep going. I quite often very nearly smoke, but it’s just a question of will power – keep reminding yourself why you quit and you should be OK :)

  3. Karen said on March 25th, 2006 at 6:54 am:

    smoked 2 packs a day…(not proud)…I’m on my 25th day of not smoking..I’m a wimp, using the patch and taking bupropion to help the cravings. The Dr. wants me on this regimen for 6 mos. because of my lungs, she wants to make sure I quit. I haven’t cheated yet, but I get a little down when I want one and know I can’t. I suppose this is for the best, I do know that I can’t stand the smell right now…lol. Good Luck Everyone….KP

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